1 w@lk a10ne....

*the keeper*

:: @h t0n6 aka shenghao::
:: 22 yrs old::
:: date of birth: 9th Jan 1985::
:: hometown: singapore::
:: location: perth, australia::
:: currently: slacking, socialising, studying::
:: e-mail: ahtong::

*loves *

:: disney parks::
:: making new friends::
:: planes::
:: singing::
:: lazying around and sleeping::
:: the sun, beach and sand::
:: surfing the net::

*hates *

:: pple who take me for granted.. they're not my friends::
:: self centred, selfish and arrogant pple::
:: pple who 'eat' or take advantage of my kindness::
:: pple who talk behind my back::

*wishlist *

:: visit disneyland's 50th::
~~:: visit japan again::~~
:: know more awesome pples::
~~:: go on to uni at UWA::~~
:: some personal wish.... shhhhh....::
:: go to the community service projects overseas::
~~:: go to taiwan::~~
~~:: get a ear piercing::~~
~~:: get my own digital cam::~~

Wednesday, October 27, 2004

bah no time!! gotta go back to camp soon so i'll make this a quick one... army is a drag as usual... with the inspection coming up and everyone is just practising tai chee man, pushing is here, and there, and here, and there........... its just so sickening... all these craziness and fast-paced action happening have made me more agitated these days, maybe thats y i find it rather hard to calm down during mass nowadays, its like my mind is always processing, not resting and just find peace... >_<

the inspection's on the 8th Nov for me.... man i just hope that everything will be fine.... alrighty gotta go now....

i know this is out of place but delta goodrem rocks.. both as a singer and in terms of her character...

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Monday, October 18, 2004

SO SO SO STRESSED!!!! jus wishin that someone can just understand the torture and helplessness i feel inside.... my GOD...

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Thursday, October 14, 2004

sigh im like in a trough now.... lots and lots and lots of work to do.... not the physical kind, though we still hav that but now its the paper work kind, we hav so much back-log and dis-organisation that its unbelieveable... i hate my upper studies, they are so irresponsible and didnt do their job, now i hav to clear up their shit and the external inspection is only 2 weeks away... I AM SO STRESS AND I DONT FEEL GOOD AT ALL!!!!

did guard yesterday till this morning 10... very tired, sucha chore esp when u hav so many thoughts running through ur mind... i cant understand some of my friends sometime... its like, the clerk said that they will be promoted to 3rd sergeant but in the end it was a false call, and my friend made all the fuss inthe world, like wanting to take off from work so that he can go and re-do his rank... and he's a stay out personnel... i mean, u already hav more time than us the stay in pple, i hav so much work to do, and he still has the cheek to ask for off so that he can re-do his rank cos he said this error is not made by him and thus he has the right not to use his personal time... i mean, staying out is NOT ur right, by right all of us hav to stay in... and the way he acted only showed that he is swollened with pride and childish and immature... no doubt being 2 years older than me....

i mean, who doesnt make mistakes??? everyone does, and y cant u just be a real man, get it over and done with and show that being the man u r, u r not affected by wad others think and stuff like that... and his reply was, that i hav no self-respect.... ^_^.. HARLOW, I DEFINITELY HAV MORE SELF RESPECT THAN U THATS Y I DONT BOTHER ABOUT WAD OTHERS THINK ABOUT ME, UNLIKE U WHO R ALL SO CONCERNED BOUT WAD OTHERS WOULD SAY AND STUFF, COS U DONT FEEL RIGHT AND RESPECT URSELF ENOUGH... DUH.... pple these days, just really cant understand sometimes.... maybe this is like the australia thinking, while my friend has the typical singaporean materialistic, shallow, immature and all-about-face thinking.... geez, pls, this is your life, LIVE IT THE WAY U WANT TO, AND NOT HOW U WOULD LIKE TO PLEASE OTHER PPLE AND TO APPEAR PRESENTABLE TO THEM, U R JUST CONFORMING.... idiot.... all i can say is, the more u want face, the more u will lose it, just like in this situation...

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Thursday, October 07, 2004

i wanna watch mamma mia again i wanna watch mamma mia again i wanna watch mamma mia again......................................................................................................... i really wanna watch it again... ARGH!!! been listening to the soundtrack like everyday and the more i listened to it the more i wanna watch it again!!!! ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! MAMMA MIA ROCKS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! trying to find pple to watch it with me again but it isnt very cheap and that part is a bummer... but i really really really want to watch it again... really really...... THANK YOU FOR THE MUSIC MAMMA MIA!!!!

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Saturday, October 02, 2004

okay hav been goin on course so nothin much happenin, went to benny's 21st birthday party last night for a barbeque...it was good fun with lots of talking and a lil bit of alcohol.... hopefully i dindt make a fool of myself though....

oh yeah and on thursday i went for a hair cut, everything went well until the end where the hairdresser asked me if i wanted to put any gel on my hair, becos i was going home straight after i said no... then she went 'oh u so fast need to go home and do your homework already ah?' grrr....

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