1 w@lk a10ne....

*the keeper*

:: @h t0n6 aka shenghao::
:: 22 yrs old::
:: date of birth: 9th Jan 1985::
:: hometown: singapore::
:: location: perth, australia::
:: currently: slacking, socialising, studying::
:: e-mail: ahtong::

*loves *

:: disney parks::
:: making new friends::
:: planes::
:: singing::
:: lazying around and sleeping::
:: the sun, beach and sand::
:: surfing the net::

*hates *

:: pple who take me for granted.. they're not my friends::
:: self centred, selfish and arrogant pple::
:: pple who 'eat' or take advantage of my kindness::
:: pple who talk behind my back::

*wishlist *

:: visit disneyland's 50th::
~~:: visit japan again::~~
:: know more awesome pples::
~~:: go on to uni at UWA::~~
:: some personal wish.... shhhhh....::
:: go to the community service projects overseas::
~~:: go to taiwan::~~
~~:: get a ear piercing::~~
~~:: get my own digital cam::~~

Thursday, October 14, 2004

sigh im like in a trough now.... lots and lots and lots of work to do.... not the physical kind, though we still hav that but now its the paper work kind, we hav so much back-log and dis-organisation that its unbelieveable... i hate my upper studies, they are so irresponsible and didnt do their job, now i hav to clear up their shit and the external inspection is only 2 weeks away... I AM SO STRESS AND I DONT FEEL GOOD AT ALL!!!!

did guard yesterday till this morning 10... very tired, sucha chore esp when u hav so many thoughts running through ur mind... i cant understand some of my friends sometime... its like, the clerk said that they will be promoted to 3rd sergeant but in the end it was a false call, and my friend made all the fuss inthe world, like wanting to take off from work so that he can go and re-do his rank... and he's a stay out personnel... i mean, u already hav more time than us the stay in pple, i hav so much work to do, and he still has the cheek to ask for off so that he can re-do his rank cos he said this error is not made by him and thus he has the right not to use his personal time... i mean, staying out is NOT ur right, by right all of us hav to stay in... and the way he acted only showed that he is swollened with pride and childish and immature... no doubt being 2 years older than me....

i mean, who doesnt make mistakes??? everyone does, and y cant u just be a real man, get it over and done with and show that being the man u r, u r not affected by wad others think and stuff like that... and his reply was, that i hav no self-respect.... ^_^.. HARLOW, I DEFINITELY HAV MORE SELF RESPECT THAN U THATS Y I DONT BOTHER ABOUT WAD OTHERS THINK ABOUT ME, UNLIKE U WHO R ALL SO CONCERNED BOUT WAD OTHERS WOULD SAY AND STUFF, COS U DONT FEEL RIGHT AND RESPECT URSELF ENOUGH... DUH.... pple these days, just really cant understand sometimes.... maybe this is like the australia thinking, while my friend has the typical singaporean materialistic, shallow, immature and all-about-face thinking.... geez, pls, this is your life, LIVE IT THE WAY U WANT TO, AND NOT HOW U WOULD LIKE TO PLEASE OTHER PPLE AND TO APPEAR PRESENTABLE TO THEM, U R JUST CONFORMING.... idiot.... all i can say is, the more u want face, the more u will lose it, just like in this situation...

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ahtong signing out
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