Thursday, January 20, 2005

sometimes i really wonder, y whe superiors hav problems and are feeling irritated, they will find someone to take that anger out on, just so that they can feel better and return to their normal selves after that and pretend nothing has happened???? dont they realised that the person they take it out on also has feeling which are as rich and abundant as themselves??? y do pple always forget that??? its so selfish and self-centred that it seems so ridiculous and immature.... thats wad happened to me today... twice actually.... the first time i was ok, just a lil bit affected but still managed to pass through the day with a smile, bue the second one really affected me cos it was really out-right biasness and ignorance.... even though the person himself owned up and i told my superior the truth, he insisted on scolding me and kept saying that it was me and that he didnt want to hear any explanations... i feel so hurt after that, but after he took everything out on me, he began to speak to the others in a tone like nothing has happened... i feel so unimportant and so used, y do pple think that i hav no feelings and that everything could be blamed on me just so that they hav someone to blame and also to make them feel better that they hav taken the frustration out on someone??? i hav feelings too, im human..... the song by simple plan seems to describe how im feeling now exactly.... really.... and its a nice song too... haha

Do you ever feel like breaking down?
Do you ever feel out of place?
Like somehow you just don’t belong
And no one understands you
Do you ever wanna run away?
Do you lock yourself in your room?
With the radio on turned up so loud
That no one hears you screaming
No you don’t know what it’s like
When nothing feels alright
You don’t know what it’s like to be like me

To be hurtTo feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kickedWhen you’re down
To feel like you’ve been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one’s there to save you
No you don’t know what it’s like
Welcome to my life

Do you wanna be somebody else?
Are you sick of feeling so left out?
Are you desperate to find something more
Before your life is over?
Are you stuck inside a world you hate?
Are you sick of everyone around?
With the big fake smiles and stupid lies
While deep inside you’re bleeding
No you don’t know what it’s like
When nothing feels alright
You don’t know what it’s like to be like me

To be hurtTo feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kickedWhen you’re down
To feel like you’ve been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one’s there to save you
No you don’t know what it’s like
Welcome to my life

No one ever lied straight to your face
And no one ever stabbed you in the back
You might think I’m happy But I’m not gonna be ok!
Everybody always gave you what you wanted
You never had to work it was always there
You don’t know what it’s likeWhat it’s like!

To be hurtTo feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kickedWhen you’re down
To feel like you’ve been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one’s there to save you
No you don’t know what it’s like (what it's like)
To be hurtTo feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kickedWhen you’re down
To feel like you’ve been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one’s there to save you
No you don’t know what it’s like

Welcome to my life
Welcome to my life
Welcome to my life

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ahtong signing out
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