Saturday, April 30, 2005
hmm, didnt mention that i cut my feet while i was boarding yesterday, 2 quite deep cuts, but with the girls asking me to teach them how to board and play volleyball, i cant say no can i?? haha so i endured the pain and played till evening... haha...
hope i can get to meet more pple like that, wont be going to the beach this week prob cos of my leg... wanna go though.... so cool!!
well today slacked in camp, went to borrow 3 vcds to watch for today and tmr... but ive watch all of them in one afternoon!!! wa lao... wad am i gonna do tmr??? well, the 3 films are big fish, the guru and down with love.... quite good shows all of them... my favourite for entertainment is down with love, and the favourite one that got me thinking is big fish.... the guru sort of like fell in between the two... realised that if i hav nothin to do, either i go to the beach or just borrow more vcds... haha... gets the time to pass real quick....
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Friday, April 29, 2005
hmmm very tired now, went to the beach today.... going tmr again... met some nice taiwanese pple that wanted me to teach them how to body board... haha we ended up playing volleyball as well... then exchanged e-mails and stuff... haha nice pple they are...
oh well, hopefully it'll be a good day tmr too.... cant wait!!
btw, better put on sun screen from now on cos i dont wanna get skin cancer...
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Thursday, April 28, 2005
i miss choir, and i miss novo... i miss spiritual singing, where the sound of the choir is just so soothing and its a joy to be able to come every sat just to sing... now, i miss all of that, and the choir isnt wad is used to be last time, now its more 'corporate', not as intimate and heart-warming as in last time, before one whole bunch of new pple came in...
and now im wondering, am i still part of choir?? will denis accept me back when i return to singapore since the choir is more 'professional' now?? i really pray so, and that denis doesnt lose sight of y the choir is formed in the first place...
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guess wad? i'll hav off tmr, the day after tmr, and the day after the day after tmr!!!
hmm confusing but im glad that we'll all hav off for 3 days after all the training frames hav left.. but the bummer part is that we will hav to wake up tonight (or should i say morning) at freaking 3am in the morning for cargo ops.... which happens everytime training frames end... grrr...
so i guess tmr will be spent at kenting again.. going to the beach, swimming and sun-tanning... oh yeah, the weather is becoming like singapore's.... so wet and hot... ^_^
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Wednesday, April 27, 2005
think cpc screwed up my overseas posting.... so maybe i'll only be serving army till feb next year, which would also mean that i will most prob be in taiwan for only 9 months... see wad happens lah, cant really be bothered with it oso... just know that 36 sux...
y must we live in a world so screwed up with all the politics and complicated human emotions?? sigh.... sometimes life just doesnt go ur way does it?? things that were to my favour in the past have now changed sides.... fate... oh well, guess thats life... better make use of wads left of it...
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Tuesday, April 26, 2005
argh finally got this skin back up!!!
for the past few days it was because the bandwidth was exceeded for the user who had this pic, so i decided to just upload it onto my own album and use it from there... oh well, and it got me like 2 1/2hrs to get it back working!!! man.... so glad that its working again, and this time this skin better not fail me anymore.... *sigh of relief*
oh well, the guards will be off tmr and the camp is going to be darn quiet again... dunno whether i will be used to it man...
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Friday, April 22, 2005
woah, havent ran for a few days and i ran like sh*t today.... haha so tired!!! so shag and so nuah.... wa lao, better start running everyday again, if not grow fat again lah....
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Wednesday, April 20, 2005
forgot to add:
GOD BLESS our new POPE,
POPE BENEDICT XVI!!!!
yey!!!!!
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hmmm... im kinda glad that Pope Benedict XVI is a conservative catholic...
to me, religion taught by God shouldnt not be diluted and relaxrd just because they do not fit into the thinkings of some pple...
u cant just try and be 'liberal' about the rules set by Jesus in the Catholic Church just because the 'times hav changed' and that we hav to 'keep up with it'..
bullshit.
its more like 'we cant behave the way the church wants us to, so lets change the rules a lil ocs everyone is doing the same thing'
its the very first church left for us by Jesus Christ, the teachings and rules of God alone, not those relaxed rules made by mortal humans just so as to satisfy their way of life.
its also good that the church still opposes contraception and stuff like that.... yes although this will continue the spread of the AIDS virus, but lets think, if the church really does allow contraception, then more pple will be having casual sex just because they are protected from the virus, which would lead to a more scadalous and promiscuious society... and that is absolutely NOT the way i want society in the future to be, and im very sure God will be very disappointed with the church and humans if that does happens...
so, thank God for a continued conservative church, because God's rules arent man-made, and they dont need to be approved by humans... u either follow, or u dont... as simple as that.
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Tuesday, April 19, 2005
note to self: DO NOT put clothes i love into the dryer again cos it shrinks them!!! ARGH!!!
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argh.... lent me friend ah xian my digi cam cos he's going to go back to singapore soon so he wants to use mine to take photos for remembrance....
hope he will take care of it well, and when he returns me tmr it wont be like oily or sticky or have scratches.... really hope he will take care of it well....
haha might be a bit kniao but hey, its my camera which i bought with my own money.... expect to get it back in the same exact state....
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zzzzzzzzz.... just came back from kaohsiung.... yeah i know, its 6 in the morning... oh well, we left camp at bout 10 yesterday morning and went about doing shopping... i bought three shirts.... pretty cool designs.... haha....
at night we went to hav dinner at some 'toilet bowl' restaurant.... the seats and all the plates are in the shape of either the squatting or sitting toilet bowls... haha pretty neat man, havent seen something like that before, though i hav to admit that did put me off dinner a lil bit... will be posting some pics of the restaurant at my friendster.... good idea for a restaurant i must say.... oh yeah, the ice cream is also presented in the shape of 'the classic shape'....
right now im waiting for the dryer to dry some of the clothes i just bought cos i washed them already.... then will be zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzing allllll the way till dunno when lah.... but the whole day is for me to slack and laze around in bed....
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Sunday, April 17, 2005
hiyo changed plans again... wont be going kaohsiung tonight, it will be tmr morning....
after the camp run in the afternoon everyone is so tired and bummed out... so we just went to the night market tonight and decided to go to kaohsiung tmr instead.....
night market was good... they hav all sorts of things from QQ eggs to da4 ban2 shou1.... but now i hav a new favourite drink... its not bubble tea anymore... its 'xiang1 jiao1 duo1 duo1'... literal translated meaning its 'banana alot alot'.. healther alternative to bubble tea as well... haha... wad they do is the put one banana, one bottle of yacult and milk and syrup into the blender and just mix it all together... then put ice shavings and mix them again... then WALA--- u got xiang jiao duo duo... very nice and healthy drink.... haha nice....
oh yeah, and y do army guys, being in our twenties and stuff, still spray and play with water in the bathroom?? with each other esp??? haha funny to watch though, like lil boys play fighting over stupid stuff... haha... hardly the the stuff a 2nd and staff sergeant would do... wahahha
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wa lao my dad left kaohsiung on the 28th of march... which up to now its not even one month yet lor....
how come so long ah?? i told them to come again late june early july cos thats the time when we're free with no training frames etc...
but time passed so slowly and when i looked back it hasnt even been 1 month since my dad left taiwan.... shit man...
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going kaohsiung with some friends tonight till tmr...
guess tt means i wont be going to the beach anymore....
have to be on a budget though... $8000NT... which is roughly bout S$400... things in taiwan arent cheap man....
nonetheless, hope i enjoy the trip though, wanna but shoes and shirts and some body foam....
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Saturday, April 16, 2005
hmmm feeling tired of the old skin
feeling bored too...
absolutely love this skin!!
good nites, hope tmr wont hav OT again....
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OTOTOTOTOTOTOTOTOTTOTOT!!! wah, today OT already still hav the determination to go and run... not bad... but very tiring and nuah....
now lying on my bed, not wanting to move, just hope to surf the net and slowly fall asleep, till tmr morning.... just no energy!!
going to kaohsiung on monday with some of my friends to do some shopping...
wanna get some shirts.... maybe shoes again, but gotta see if i got $$$
cant believe this beast is going to take flight soon... cant wait!!! stunning...
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Friday, April 15, 2005
hmmm,
some bad news.... they are proposing that the commercial stock-take be happening in june!!! man!! WTH!!! that means we've got to start doing OT tmr and im trying to suggest to my i.c that while they are having dinner, i go run, then we come back to continue work... so i means i skip dinner... hope he will be ok with it...
hmm, kinda want my parents to come... but cant currently cos there are too many things happening around at the moment with all the training frames and stuff... cant wait to go to kaohsiung to see my parents, then staying in the hotel with them for a few days, going to all the night markets and shopping centres... mmm, will talk to them tonight, then prob ask them to come late june early july...
that should be the time...
off the day after tmr.... for 2 days, will be going to the beach again to get a tan... wahhaha
argh.... stocktake.... >_<
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Tuesday, April 12, 2005
wa lao... now damn stressful lah, lots of work and stuff piling up!!! ARGH!!!
my upper studies are either having off for the next few days or doing duties... damn it... im kinda like up to my neck with work already... hope this wont last long man... >_<
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Thursday, April 07, 2005
hahaha.... nights in the bunk are usually spent with all of us in our beds using our lap tops like wad we are doin now, then john and ah tay are playing football manager online together... and ah tay is staying in the bed above john...
when they were playing halfway, john let go a fart and it almost went un-noticed until ah tay went 'wah'....... 'WAH'........ 'WAH!!!'
'bo knia lah, john u fart ah??? walao bo knia lah must close curtain already' *closes curtain*
wahhaha u hav to be there to see how funny it was man... ah tay is a funny guy.... always so blur, reaction oso so funny one.... haha.... cool guy....
okie, gotta sleep now, still hav to work tmr.... good nitez!!
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wah today went to the beach again!!
was suppose to slack today away but johnson rented a car for today as well and had nothing to do... so we hit the beach...
the sun was damn good, the waves were big as well!!! perfect!! haha there were some cool gals there too!! haha took a photo with one of them....
nice...
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Wednesday, April 06, 2005
came back from the beach today... wah the weather was fine (although a lil cloudy), the waves were fantastic and it wasnt too hot or cold... just nice....
got a bit of a tan, the waves were good so we had a lil bit of waves surfing... basically today was a good day... btw my friend got drunk AGAIN yesterday.... aiya but i dont care already lah....
tmr oso my off.... so i'll be sleeping late tonight and basically slacking the whole day tmr... wahha...
actually, wad i enjoy during my off the most is not going to somewhere with all my friends, like going to the beach or taipei or wad not.... its having small pleasures like a bottle or orange juice and steamed cakes which i bought for tmr's breakfast, all in the comfort of my own lil bed, with the curtain closed for privacy... then just relaxing, eating the cakes, drinking the orange juice and reading the readers' digest which my parents brought over from singapore.... mmmm... nice......
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Tuesday, April 05, 2005
going to kenting beach tmr.. to suntan.... haha....
wil be taking photos and posting it on friendster.....
hope the weather will be nice and hot, and we will all get a tan...
yey
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Monday, April 04, 2005
i feel so alone
no one truly knows wad im feeling.... even my friends whom i know for so long cant be trusted.... or maybe im not being trusted.... but i am...
i know myself....
man...
alone....
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hmmm, wanted to sleep early and well last night but something wierd and strange happened... actually more of unbelieveable.... haha
well, u see, my friend jackson came back from off at bout 9 at night... only thing was that he was drunk.... very very very drunk, but he didnt show it at first.... the effect came at bout 10 or 11...
it was only when he tried to climb onto his bed on the second deck and fell flat down on the floor so hard that everyone in the bunk of 12 can hear it that we knew he was wasted... nvm...
then i brought him down to just sit on a rattan bench in the bunk, just stood by him while he rattled on nonsense which cannot be understood by any sane human...
then..... then..... he started spitting on the floor..... nvm, i thought i could just clean it up in the morning since i cant talk any sense into him at that point in time.... then..... then..... then....
then.... then.... he peed in the bunk!!!! ARGH!!!!!!!
i was so shocked n devastated!!! ARGH!! i quickly called call those that were in their beds but still awake ones out to help, then we called a staff sergeant to help us too....
then we had to mop the floor, change his pants for him, lay him on the sofa, clean him up etc etc etc.... grrrr..... so disgusting... but wad to do, we are all overseas and hav to help each other out.... sigh.... so shameful....
thats all folks, this story is real btw, i slept at about 1 last night just helping to clean up and stuff.... ^_^
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Sunday, April 03, 2005
hmmm, i know that my parents do stuff for me because they love me, but sometimes they fail to recognise that im not in australia anymore, that im not as assessible here as now im in an ARMY camp!!
man, i mean, they even went to send readers' digest and stuff to me via my camp!!! WTH!!! pls leh, u know how troublesome it is for me?? how much things i hav to go through just to get the parcel??? man!!! y cant they just understand me for a while!!!!!!!! grrr, they sometimes give me unnecessary stress and trouble... like i hav the time now with all the training frames and stuff...
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im sitting ion my bed, sipping bubble tea... ah.... taiwanese bubble tea is damn nice.... and outside on the basketball courts the guards and training troops are making a lot of noise playing basketball, laughing, shouting and the sound of the ball bouncing....
i love this....
i'd rather this anytime than the quietness i would feel during the lull period when the whole place will seem so.... lifeless....
this is much better.....
and calvin, when i say i find them noisy, it doesnt mean that i dont like it, so stop being an attention seeker and think ure superior and meddle into other pple's business... asshole
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This was written by a Hospice of Metro Denver physician.
I just had one of the most amazing experiences of my life, and wanted to share it with my family and dearest friends:
I was driving home from a meeting this evening about 5, stuck in traffic on Colorado Blvd., and the car started to choke and splutter and die - I barely managed to coast, cursing, into a gas station, glad only that I would not be blocking traffic and would have a somewhat warm spot to wait for the tow truck. It wouldn't even turn over.
Before I could make the call, I saw a woman walking out of the "quickie mart" building, and it looked like she slipped on some ice and fell into a gas pump, so I got out to see if she was okay. When I got there, it looked more like she had been overcome by sobs than that she had fallen; she was a young woman who looked really haggard with dark circles under her eyes.
She dropped something as I helped her up, and I picked it up to give it to her. It was a nickel. At that moment, everything came into focus for me: the crying woman, the ancient Suburban crammed full of stuff with 3 kids in the back (1 in a car seat), and the gas pump reading $4.95.
I asked her if she was okay and if she needed help, and she just kept saying "I don't want my kids to see me crying," so we stood on the other side of the pump from her car. She said she was driving to California and that things were very hard for her right now.
So I asked, "And you were praying?" That made her back away from me a little but I assured her I was not a crazy person and said, "He heard you, and He sent me." I took out my card and swiped it through the card reader on the pump so she could fill up her car completely, and while it was fueling walked to the next door McDonald's and bought 2 big bags of food, some gift certificates for more, and a big cup of coffee.
She gave the food to the kids in the car who attacked it like wolves, and we stood by the pump eating fries and talking a little. She told me her name, and that she lived in Kansas City. Her boyfriend left 2 months ago and she had not been able to make ends meet.
She knew she wouldn't have money to pay rent Jan 1, and finally in desperation had finally called her parents, with whom she had not spoken in about 5 years. They lived in California and said she could come live with them and try to get on her feet there. So she packed up everything she owned in the car. She told the kids they were going to California for Christmas, but not that they were going to live there.
I gave her my gloves, a little hug and said a quick prayer with her for safety on the road. As I was walking over to my car, she said, "So, are you like an angel or something?" This definitely made me cry.
I said, "Sweetie, at this time of year angels are really busy, so sometimes God uses regular people."
It was so incredible to be a part of someone else's miracle. And of course, you guessed it, when I got in my car it started right away and got me home with no problem. I'll put it in the shop tomorrow to check, but I suspect the mechanic won't find anything wrong. Sometimes the angels fly close enough to you that you can hear the flutter of their wings...
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God bless the Pope...
Im sure he must be very happy, with the absense of physical pain and ilness...
I know i should be happy that he is with the Lord now, but somehow its kinda hard....
was updating myself on cnn and channelnewsasia.com the whole time yesterday and today... only learnt the news this morning...
God bless...
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Saturday, April 02, 2005
man, im not afraid to say that ive teared about 3 times since this morning about the Pope.... doesnt really matter if he makes it this time or not, cos to me he will always be in my heart, my role model, and sometimes i feel so ashamed that he is so loyal and faithful to God when im not, but yet he is dying and has suffered so much.... God bless....
VATICAN CITY : Holding candles, praying, and in tears, hundreds stood outside the Vatican in the early hours of Friday, many fearing the worst for Pope John Paul II amid reports he had been given the last rites.
"I am scared that that's it ... maybe he's dead, maybe he's dying," said Jennifer Cole of Los Angeles in tears. "I love him so much and I just wanted to say goodbye. It doesn't matter if he's already dead, I wanted to be here anyway."
Authorities sealed off St. Peter's square but pilgrims, tourists and locals gathered in the streets surrounding the Vatican, as unconfirmed reports spread that the Pope had been administered the final rites. The Vatican said late Thursday that the 84-year-old pontiff, recovering from a throat surgery, was fighting a high fever caused by a urinary infection. Italian news channels said doctors were trying to prevent the infection from spreading through an antibiotic treatment. Vatican radio later said the Pope reacted well to the medicine and his condition "appears to have been stabilised."
"I was in Naples when I heard that the Pope had received the last rites so I thought I would come here and pray," said Sandro Bondi, a right-wing politician.
A group of eight youngsters stood in silent prayer, while a man kneeled on the ground also praying for John Paul II. Elena Mastrangelo, a 33-year-old psychologist, said she felt compelled to come to the Vatican.
"You can't just go to sleep. It is as if a member of your family is dying," said Mastrangelo, her eyes filling with tears. "I know that I will learn nothing here, but at least we feel closer to him," she said.
The lights were turned off at 11:30 p.m. (2130 GMT) in the Pope's apartments overlooking St. Peter's square and only the lights of the papal infirmary where on in the early hours of Friday.
"Pope John Paul II is a very strong personality and this is why we are here," said Antonio, a 38-year-old Roman. "Not only as Catholics, but out of respect for what he was." Italy's Agriculture Minister Gianni Alemanno, who joined the crowd after hearing of the deterioration of the Pope's health, kept his hopes up. "We hope that everything will go well," the minister told the crowds. Dozens of television crews broadcast live from the Vatican, battling with the conflicting reports over the Pope's condition.
"Poland is not sleeping tonight," said Jacmk Palasinski, correspondent of a station from the Pope's home country. - AFP
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**** caution, strong language ahead**** if ure going to be offended, pls do not carry on reading as wad im going to write truly reflects my mood now....
im on off today... so finally can rest a bit, but upon reading the news regarding our Pope John Paul II, i felt really sad and im sure every catholic felt the same, and would be praying for him... woke up this morning while the others are working, and switched the TV to cnn in our bunk.... as i was watching, yonghui came up to the bunk to take something.......
when he was leaving, he opened his asshole of a mouth and said 'aiya die lah die lah, u know, he very evil, he is an evil man lah'...
then i said 'fuck u lah' i was really boiling inside and i could hav just got up and gave that fucker a punch that will make him see hell... here, my role model, my religious leader, someone who i look up to very much, is in serious health problems and is dying, and u, an asswipe, is sprouting such nonsense... well u son of a bitch, to hell with u and ur fucking attitude, views and ego... bitch...
well, at least when my leader is dying, he has the sympathy, attention and prayers of the whole world. at least he made the groundbreaking effort to create peace and harmony among the different religions, among the world, and between the jews and the christians... he has pple crying and praying for him right now.... and he will be with our God soon, and im sure his soul will find everlasting peace there...
WAD HAVE YOU GOT???? FUCKER???
yonghui, A levels big fuck??? to hell with ur pride and ego!!!!!!!!!!
think ure handsome and can hook taiwan girls?? PLS!! U DONT EVEN KNOW HOW MANY PPLE HATE U IN THIS CAMP BECAUSE OF UR EGO, and pls dont put everyone off their meals pls...
think ure some independant figure that ur peers 'adore' u for, FUCK IT DUDE U DONT KNOW HOW MANY PPLE HATE U FOR THE FOUL WORDS THAT COME OUT FROM UR MOUTH DAILY, THE WORDS THAT JSUT SPILL OUT WITHOUT EVEN USING UR BRAINS, IF U EVER HAD ONE IN THE FIRST PLACE!!!
SCREW u yonghui, for the things u say about my religion, for the disrespect uve shown for my Pope, for the nonsense and insults that u hav just thrown to ALL the catholics worldwide....
i HATE u yonghui, i hope that when u die, no one will be around to pray for u, cos since u said taht the pope is an evil man and that u want him to die, im sure u will hav to be holier than the pope right?? WRONG!! so the more U SHOULD DIE FUCKER!!!
i hope no one prays for u on ur deathbed, no one will ever remember u except that u were an 'evil man' (as uve already used on the Pope) and that u will GO TO HELL FOR ALL THE NEGATIVE THOUGHTS U HAV ON MY GOD AND HIS PPLE!!!
u son of a bitch, wad has an A level certificate done for u???? to sprout nonsense??? to hav such a fucked up character that everyone hates u in our bunk??? TO HELL WITH U YONGHUI FUCKER!!! IM SURE FUCKED UP IS UR MIDDLE NAME... and i hope that either u take back ur words, OR U DIE WITHOUT PPLE PRAYING FOR U, WITHOUT A FAMILY and THAT U GO TO HELL FUCKER!!!!!
(im not even going to use the words retard or bastard cos this would be an ultimate insult to those retards that do hav a pure mind and thought, though they might be mentally challenged...)
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hmmm, i know that my recent entries hav been very negative, very angry, well this one is no different.... but before that, pls, everyone pls pls pls pray for the Pope... pls.... he has been my encouragement of believing in the catholic faith, of being a catholic, my role model... one that has broke traditions and stretched out to other faiths to be able to understand each other so that conflicts will decrease, something that george w. bush obviously doesnt know... but pls, pray for him... if his condition doesnt improve, pray that his transition to be with the lord will be a smooth and peaceful one... which im sure it will be....
O beautiful Flower of Carmel,
Most fruitful vine,
Splendor of heaven,
Holy and singular,
Who brought forth the Son of God,
Still ever remaining a pure Virgin,
Assist us in our necessities.
O Star of the Sea, Help and protect us.
Show us that thou art our Mother.
Hope of all Carmelites, pray for us.
as i do not seem fit to mention my idiotic friend in the same post as a prayer and hope for the Pope, i shall continue on another entry...
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Friday, April 01, 2005
pls pray for the pope... in these uncertain and troubled times he has been able to remain calm and putting all faith in God... he is the example of how humans abandon themselves totally to do God's will... I truly respect you for that Pope John Paul II....
hmmmm, on the contrary, the United States of America deserves every single piece of shit that i can throw to IT... meddling into EVERYBODY'S business.... from iraq, to china, to india when they cant even keep themselves in order.... even the divine gift of life has to be gone through court cases to judge wad is right.... WTF??? only america has this kinda bullshit...
fancy calling themselves democratic.... which means, everyone has the right to do wad they want, when they want, and they are also able to elect their own leaders... however, the cruel irony is that america ITSELF is FORCING other countries to be democratic when they are not... forcing other countries to do this and that, within this guidelines and that... wa lao.... pls lah, this has got to be the biggest and screwed up irony man.... in my humble opnion, america is a pile of bullshit where everything they say is for their own good, regradless of how they put it across as wanting to 'help', to 'maintain peace and security' in other regions when they themselves cant get it right....
sigh, sadly, things in taiwan arent as cheap as i would hope them to be, infact, their prices are on par with those found in singapore.... man... do they think that they have achieved the 'developed' country status and that their standard of living has risen to a standard that is comparable to singapore's???
ok, before anyone disagrees with me, check out
http://www.cia.gov/cia/publications/factbook/geos/sn.html and
http://www.cia.gov/cia/publications/factbook/geos/tw.html before anyone attacks me... check out the demographic and economic models and its very clear that basically their development has not got to singapore's stage yet.... not that it matters anyway, but wad the hell are they thinking when their prices are same as those in singapore??? they dont even deserve these sky high prices!!! comparing with shanghai, shanghai is so much more advanced and developed than say kaohsiung, but then the prices in shanghai are so low, which makes me feel that the taiwan is a bit 'bu4 yao4 lian3'...
bah, wad to do, no matter wad i say i will still be here for a long long time to come... somehow saving money now seems so hard considering the prices here are like singapore's.... y??? i wouldnt hav the slightest clue...
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calvin,
stop thinking that just because u know drove more of taiwan than us means u get to show off and talk bout ur driving stuff all day, we're not interested..
stop thinking that having an A levels is some big f**k... its not u asswipe....
stop blabbering like u know so much of everything and like ure so damn great...
who was the one the lend u his laptop when u didnt hav one??
who was the one that persuaded the guy who controls the internet to give u the connections??
pls lah, stop being such a 'oh im so great, better than u all' guy.... sick and tired of the air that u give when ure around...
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