Monday, August 29, 2005
there is no sense getting all wired up everytime a bunch of idiots give you a hard time, in the end, the universe tends to unfold as it should....
so, this shall be my motto in life, i dont care if anyone takes me for granted... in the end, the universe tends to unfold as it should... cos ive realised that i shouldnt spoil my life because of idiots like u...
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Thursday, August 25, 2005
wah today was my off day, so i went to heng chun town to hav a swim... only 1km swim lah no nothing much... then came back to camp and ran 5km.... so now im just nuahing on my bed and surfing the internet... think im going to sleep soon liao lah....
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Thursday, August 18, 2005
 | You scored as Roman Catholic. You are Roman Catholic. Church tradition and ecclesial authority are hugely important, and the most important part of worship for you is mass. As the Mother of God, Mary is important in your theology, and as the communion of saints includes the living and the dead, you can also ask the saints to intercede for you.
Roman Catholic | | 71% | Neo orthodox | | 68% | Classical Liberal | | 64% | Evangelical Holiness/Wesleyan | | 57% | Emergent/Postmodern | | 54% | Modern Liberal | | 50% | Reformed Evangelical | | 46% | Fundamentalist | | 43% | Charismatic/Pentecostal | | 43% |
What's your theological worldview?
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heng ah.....
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hmmm first of all, i hate selfish and self centred pple... pple like john heah.... yeah u heard me... ure so self centred and selfish and so political that u make me sick... im just so sick by the things u do to suck up to pple, and the way u hog onto the internet... u just make me sick, and i simply hate it... isnt it strange that when the thing u hate happens to someone else and u just dun give a damn about it? how bout a lil bit of humanity??? geez, i hate u
secondly, i regret not given the chance to go to ocs... it was a traumatising bmt experience, with my platoon sergeant being charged, and my platoon commander almost ended up with the same fate... it was because of things they did that i had injury and got downgraded, and it was also because we were being led by a negative example that command school was written off from all of our posting lists...
i know i could hav done it... going through the fitness and stuff like that... going through all the shit to get the bar on ur shoulders...
but before all of these, standing on the parade square at safti mi, with the smart no. 1 uniform, knowing that ur loved ones are at the stand looking at u, and u feel the surge in nationla pride, knowing that ure becoming an officer protecting this land called singapore...
i know i could hav done it, if i can out run and think better than some of those arrogant officers, i believe that i could become an officer too... well, thanks to my platoon sergeant, u asshole... sometimes fate is very hard to understand... i dunno, maybe im not meant to go to a command school... but sometimes having the opportunity written off from u through no fault of ur own, and knowing that u can do it... frustrates me so so much....
well thats my life isnt it?? under-appreciated, not being commended, not being able to be the first in running or anything... sigh... sometimes its not that im not able to do it, its that im not given the chance to even try...
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Friday, August 12, 2005
hmmm guess ive offended another those kinda 'super on' christians.... cos i said something about respecting other religions so i wont bother about wad they do or wad statues they put... cos its their religion and they hav their own free will to do anything... then this guy took it to heart...
told me the next day that since ive said that, then didnt Jesus die in vain on the cross?
im like wad the hell????!?!?!?!?!?!??!?!?!?
just wad is he talking about man?? im catholic and very proud to be one.. jesus didnt die on the cross in vain just because i respected other pple's decisions on their religions... if jesus respected the other pple and didnt persecute those who didnt believe in him when he was on earth, then who the hell are we mere humans to judge???
seriously speaking, even though im a catholic, these 'fundamentalist christians' hav really annoyed me to a certain extent... they take literal meanings off the bible, they hav fundamentalist thinking which in my opinion is no difference from those fundamental muslims and they think that only they are right and everyone else either joins them, or we're all gonna be condemned... geez.... pls, wad happens to us is not for us to decide, its for God to do so... so just live out our lives as best as we can, to do as many good deeds as we can and not judge other pple cos we're blind ourselves...
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Tuesday, August 09, 2005
argh the internet is down for like the millionth time now... geez.. wads worse, when the service provider came back to attempt to 'fix' the problem, he changed the modem and when it still didnt work, blamed on our coms instead... shit man, wad kinda service a d level of professionalism is he showing....
well, im at an internet cafe at heng chun town now... damn shitty... but oh well, hopefully the internet comes back up soon....
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Tuesday, August 02, 2005
so.... tmr might hav the sea warning for the typhoon masa....
which means we will hav to be confined in camp.... sian
im putting up my running boots for at least 2 weeks to let my buggered up knee recover man... its very depressing when u hav the urge to run but physically its just too painful to do it...
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Monday, August 01, 2005
wa lao typhoon is coming again!?!??!?!?!?
sigh actually i dont mind lah, its just the preparations thats very mah fun only.... sianx....
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